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[personal profile] chiffonades 2024-06-03 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
if it’s my fault that someone as sweet as you is feeling insatiable, i will happily take credit for it. i could say the same about you. i’m feeling very thirsty again.

[ Is the pause worrying? Yes, for Sanji, it certainly is. It’s a long moment of anxiety as he’s afraid that he’s said something wrong. She’s too good for a failure like him to begin with, so it would only make sense that he— his phone buzzes and the feeling fades, at least a little. ]

no, of course you don’t. you just… i like seeing you in my shirt. you look so good in it that it makes my head feel hazy.
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[personal profile] chiffonades 2024-06-03 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
he’s close. i see him starting to nod off. one more plate ought to do it. hopefully.

[ It better because his breath catches when she sends that question. In truth, he was always hers if she wanted him. This physical attraction they’ve been tangled up in was enough for him, if that’s all she wanted. He could live with that. His flirting might have revealed his fondness for her, but some fondness was be to expected, considering. He’s glad Luffy is starting to nod off because he’s feeling painfully earnest right now. ]

it makes me yours. if you want me.
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[personal profile] chiffonades 2024-06-03 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She probably doesn't know how much what she says means to him. This isn't the first time she's said those words, but the meaning is different now. The number of times in his life where he's felt wanted are countable on a single hand and none of them have been recent. He loves Zeff, the father he's chosen, with all his heart, but the man is almost as stoic as Zoro is. Reading those words from her— from a woman that guards her heart as fiercely as she guards her treasure— has a special meaning that makes his heart swell, even as he tangles with the overwhelming feeling that he doesn't deserve it and will never deserve it. He has to take a moment to process, taking a few long drags on a cigarette, before he can reply. ]

then i'm wholeheartedly all yours.

[ Now, they just need to figure out exactly what this means for them. ]

luffy's finally snoring. give me a few minutes to clean-up and i'll be there?

[ It's a question not because he doesn't want to see her— he very much does so— but they're trying to navigate feelings and that's apparently more difficult than even sailing the Grand Line. ]
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[personal profile] chiffonades 2024-06-04 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
i've got something perfect i can bring. see you soon, beautiful.

[ It does take a few minutes to scrub the takoyaki pan and wipe down the counters, but it also gives him time to regain his cool. Try as he might, he's not particularly good at keeping his emotions in reserve and his feelings for her always seem to overflow. Subtle isn't possible for Sanji and it's only the fact that he heaped adoration on her well before their arrangement started that even makes it possible for them to keep this secret. Slowly, the tension in his muscles dissolves as he works through the cleaning and the stress of the moments fades, revealing joy underneath it. Whether he deserves it or not, she's made her claim and he can't imagine anything that would make him happier.

What this means is a mystery even to him. Life on the Baratie left no time or space for relationships and even if it had... his life then had been devoted to ensuring the success of Zeff's dream. It's not like he'd know what to do with one. He still doesn't, but as he walks the deck from the galley, that almost seems to not matter.

Once he's there, he knocks gently on her door before pushing it open, careful to only let it open wide enough to slip inside. Not for the first time, he's grateful she has the space to herself. There's no hiding the stupidly large grin that lights up his face as he sees her, barely dressed in one of his blue-stripped button-up shirts. He's tempted to pull her into his arms that instant and kiss her, but there's a bottle of wine neatly tucked under one arm and two glasses occupying his other hand. ]


I, uh, brought that drink you wanted for us. It's sweet, but strong. [ It felt appropriate, really. The cork is already popped as he sets the bottle and the glasses down on her desk. ] Want me to pour you a glass now?
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[personal profile] chiffonades 2024-06-04 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ It isn’t terribly surprising, that button keeping his shirt closed. He hasn’t really been thinking about it— he’s been avoiding thinking about it, actually— but Sanji knows things have changed and they need to talk. Not that he knows what he’s going to say, really, because again: uncharted territory. Still, he’s grateful for it. It helps ground him, the contrast between that and the flirty, tantalizing photo she sent him earlier. It’s briefly amusing to think that all this started as another one of his endless attempts to flirt with her. ]

I think you’re right. [ He takes his time, carefully pouring each glass with a steady hand. With the kind of conversation they need to have, he makes it a heavy pour, filling each glass to less than an inch from the rim of the glass. His smile isn’t the normal, beaming grin that’s directed her way. It’s real, and genuine, but there’s a tinge of nervousness to it. Why is his stomach suddenly doing flips? ] Figured we could both use a full glass tonight.

[ After stowing the bottle— there’s still plenty left, just in case they need more— and gently taking one of the glasses, he glances down at the pale, yellow liquid. It’s one last chance to think. His only real experiences with romantic relationships are snapshots observed from afar while at Baratie and the only thing he learned from those was how to flirt (badly) with women. Then he takes a long drink and steels himself. ]

I don’t really… know what’s supposed to come next or what’s supposed to change. I don’t know what I’m doing. [ It’s a soft admission as he meets her gaze, voice quiet. He could try to pretend otherwise, and maybe he would if he didn’t like her so damn much, but… he doesn’t play it cool, not now. ] I just want you, Nami.
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[personal profile] chiffonades 2024-06-05 11:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ It’s moments like these that Sanji would normally take a drag on his cigarette and take the time to think. He watches her as she struggles to say what’s on her mind. It’s not like he can’t understand that. Being vulnerable is hard, even for someone like him who wears his heart on his sleeve. And what she says isn’t really surprising. It wouldn’t have mattered if she’d had a dozen boyfriends or lovers before him, but he knows her and knows something of where she’s come from. That she’s had none is just another testament to the life she’s lived and the kind of strength she has as a person.

His immediate instinct is to wrap her in a hug. That feels off, though, perhaps a little too forward with what they’re discussing instead. Everything he wants to say feels wrong, too, and he feels another bout of nervousness grip his stomach. ]


What a pair we are. [ He laughs softly at the ridiculousness of it, nervousness seeping through into the laughter, and reaches out to lightly take her free hand in his. Drinking another swallow of the wine, he glances up at the ceiling, then meets her gaze. ] You know, when I was still learning to cook, Zeff always used to say that yesterday’s mistakes didn’t matter. You made a mistake, learned from it, and tried again the next day. I got a fresh slate with him everyday.

[ Not that he wouldn’t remind him of any mistakes he made constantly, especially if he made it again, but the old chef never held them against him, either. ]

What I’m trying to say is… what you have or haven’t done before we met doesn’t matter. We’ll figure things out, somehow. I’ll try my best, you’ll try your best, and if we make mistakes, we’ll try again the next day. [ Is this the right thing to say? Is there a right thing to say? Sanji honestly doesn’t know, but he speaks as best he can from his heart. Their entire crew is like them— misfits who haven’t had anything resembling a normal childhood— and they’ve managed so far. He smiles at her, wide and earnest as he can. ] And who knows? Maybe it’s a good thing neither of us has much experience with… with this. We get to decide what we want this to be.
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[personal profile] chiffonades 2024-06-08 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ He almost winces when she says he never worries about getting hurt because, honestly, she’s right. It’s rare for that to factor into his thought process. Most of the time, Sanji just does what he feels is right. His heart dictates his path, even when he thinks deeply about a problem. He has to think about it because it’s so unnatural to consider— what if she does hurt him?

It doesn’t seem possible. Nami’s worry is obvious, though, the trepidation so clear in her tone of voice, it shines through. Instinctively, he knows that it’s impossible. Some tiny piece of him thinks of home, and the Vinsmokes, and the kind of cruelty that he knows she’s fundamentally incapable of. Mostly, he focuses on that last part, on how deeply she cares, so much so that she threw away her own freedom and future to save an entire village that hated her. Something about that resonates with him, but it isn’t important right now. ]


It’s not as though I don’t have worries about this. [ His face grows a little warm with embarrassment at the admission. He inches closer and gives her hand a reassuring squeeze. ] You’re right that things could go wrong. Maybe we aren’t right for each other.

[ His heart vehemently rejects the idea, but he knows there’s a sliver of a chance it could happen. He takes another long, deep swallow of the wine, needing the slight burn to help ground himself in the moment. ] Maybe I’ll do or say something that makes you hate me. Or maybe… we’ll be too busy on this crazy adventure to find time for each other. But I refuse to believe you could ever hurt me. You go to incredible lengths for the people you care about. And… and I know you care about me or we wouldn’t be having this conversation.

[ He runs a hand through his hair, trying to pick his words carefully, and after a quiet sigh, he meets her gaze directly. ] Even if it was possible, it still wouldn’t stop me from wanting to try this. We’re pursuing our crazy dreams and putting our lives on the line. I’m happy putting my heart on the line, too. If it doesn’t work, we’ll always be crewmates first and foremost. We’ll figure it out.
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[personal profile] chiffonades 2024-06-08 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The slightly serious expression on Sanji’s face begins to soften as she teases him. It’s familiar, comfortable, and it makes him feel warm. He doesn’t know exactly what she’s thinking, but it’s a positive sign that she’s starting to feel less worried. The grin spreads across his face naturally, without him even meaning to, and he gives a little laugh of amusement. ]

Well, there is one thing. I get pretty distracted by just how beautiful and smart you are. You’ll always be a distraction, no matter what.

[ It’s just a fact of the universe that she’s going to distract him from everything else in the best way possible. Falling back on his shameless flirting and flattery to match her teasing is easy, especially when every word comes right from his heart. That exchange helps break some of the tension and lets his shoulders relax. It lets him be drawn in with a lighter heart as she tugs him closer and all that distance vanishes.

His thumb gently strokes along the side of her hand as she leans against him and relies on his strength to keep her upright. She hasn’t said anything, but he knows how difficult it must be for her to have any trust in him at all, let alone with matters of the heart. Carefully, he wraps an arm around her shoulders. It’s not a hug, either, just a gentle embrace while she stands there with her head against his chest. His head dips down and he buries his face in her orange hair, just breathing her in during that moment of silence between them. That, more than anything, gives him comfort.

A fond smile lights up his face as she talks. They haven’t come up with a perfect answer to their limited experiences. He would give anything— do anything—to keep her safe and happy, no matter what that might be. Oh, he would do anything to keep the rest of them safe, too, but Nami’s special. Some piece of him knows— knows, to the very depths of his soul— that he’s not really worthy of her, that she can do better than a man like him. Inexplicably, though, she wants him and he wants her, too. She talks about him becoming part of her dream and them being meant to be and he feels it again, that warmth flooding through his chest. ]


I want to be with you, too. [ Not that she didn’t know that, because he’s made it very obvious, but it bears repeating. He leans forward and brushes a soft kiss to her forehead, arm tightening its grip so that he really is hugging her and keeping her held close. His hand gives hers another quick squeeze. ] I don’t know much about odds and I’m not much of a gambler, but… [ He hesitates for just a second, staring intently into those gorgeous sea-colored eyes for hers. What started as some flirting with someone beautiful has become something else altogether, now.

His forehead presses flush against hers and his mouth finds hers in a gentle, tender kiss. It’s brief, but it makes his lips tingle pleasantly after all the same. ]
I’ll go all-in on us with you. We'll take our time and go at our own pace and figure this out.
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[personal profile] chiffonades 2024-06-12 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ Some piece of his heart simply melts the moment he feels her fingers— skin just as calloused as his, one of the many, many things he likes so much about her— brush against his face. It’s a small gesture, perhaps not even one worthy of much note, but between that and the tenderness in her smile, he feels well and truly desired by her. It feels real. They feel real. There’s a them. ]

Mmm, I think that’s on you, Nami. If you weren’t so perfect, I could have managed just fine. But you’re you and I needed more. [ Soft laughter rumbles in his chest as he peers down at her, bright blue eyes full of fondness. She kisses him and he can’t help but return it, the arm around her shoulders selfishly tightening, pulling her as close to him as he can manage. He can feel the stiff fabric of one of his button-up shirts beneath his palm— strange how easily he’d completely forgotten she was wearing that— but his attention is wholly on her face and her lips and the words coming out of them.

He answers her the only way he can: with his mouth pressed against hers, affection and desire mixing in a kiss that leaves his lips working eagerly against hers. The tip of his tongue traces her bottom lip— wets it— as he breaks the kiss, smiling and breathing a little faster than before. ]


Is that a good enough answer for you? [ He squeezes her hand tightly, He’s never been more grateful that she has her own room than tonight. While there’s plenty of places they can sneak in time together, this is the only way they can spend extended time enjoying one another. His hand— the one that she’s holding— guides hers up, to his mouth, where he brushes a kiss to the back of her knuckles. ] Spending the night with you is all I want right now.

[ He pauses, then grins, a wicked glint in his eyes as he glances down and sees the button that’s holding his shirt closed. ] Besides, I think I was promised a bath with just the two of us.
Edited 2024-06-12 01:00 (UTC)
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[personal profile] chiffonades 2024-06-14 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Sanji has to blink a few times before his focus is on what she’s saying rather than the warm, pleasant tingle that kissing her has left on his lips. He catches the plan just fine, in the end, and shivers at how thrilling it all sounds, splitting up to successfully be able to bathe together. As much as he wouldn’t mind if the others knew, he can’t deny that he almost likes sneaking around like this.

It isn’t helped by the sensation of her lips pressing against his.

She takes him by surprise with that and a low groan escapes in the middle of it, just as his mouth starts devouring hers in turn. It would be so easy to forget about the bath and just… spend all night here, drowning one another in pleasure. And while they’ll do that latter part soon, he selfishly wants to start now. The kiss doesn’t last forever, though, and his mind is made up enough that he doesn’t steal another one, focusing on the feeling of her body molding against his, warm and soft and perfect. ]


There are worse things that could happen, but I'll see you there. [ He takes half of a step back, but not before very briefly brushing his lips against hers one last time, a quick farewell before he sets off on his task. ] Don’t let the others side-track you with something dumb.

[ Sanji turns and slips out of her room and makes the short journey to the bathroom. He’s able to get there via the canon deck, so there’s no risk of being spotted. Nobody goes there except to go to Nami’s room, to visit the bathroom, and during battle. They have plenty of water in the tank— he drew some up earlier for a shower and nobody’s bathed since then— so he’s able to go right in and start drawing up the bath.

The tub is just barely large enough for the two of them to bathe comfortably together, which isn’t a problem he’s ever had to worry about, but he assumes Nami already factored this into her plans. It doesn’t take too long to fill up to what he thinks is the right water level.

She still hasn’t made it in then— but she did need to dress in something other than his shirt to check on the others. He’s completely shed his jacket, tie, and shirt, slipped off his shoes and socks, and started working on his belt by the time he hears the door open behind him and spins around with a giant grin on his face to greet her by closing the distance and pressing another hungry kiss to her sweet mouth. ]
Edited 2024-06-14 23:35 (UTC)
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[personal profile] chiffonades 2024-06-16 07:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Despite his rush to greet her with another searing kiss, he has just enough time to notice— and appreciate— exactly what she’s wearing. Robes aren’t exactly something he wears himself, usually opting to change into new clothing directly in the bathroom, but this one suits her unbelievably well. He’s certain she doesn’t wear it like this normally with that tantalizing deep cut of the neckline. She’d look gorgeous in it anyway, but like this... it sends a fresh wave of heady arousal pulsing through him. He groans appreciatively, teeth worrying his bottom lip, and it becomes just one more reason for him to kiss her.

A moment later, and he feels the tension keep his slacks on his hips go slack. It’s an effortless thing to push them down his legs and kick them free, just as it’s equally easy to push her robe off her shoulders to join his clothing in a haphazard pile on the floor. His grin hasn’t faltered since she entered the room and he wraps an arm around her waist as a low chuckles rumbles in his chest. ]


Obviously. I can tell you missed me, too. [ As if it wasn’t clear from the way he kissed her, his hips suggestively rub the half-hard length of his cock along the warm skin of her lower belly. The contrast of her soft breasts with her tight nipples pressing against his chest only helps matters, making him shiver at how much he wants her.

Sanji thought he understood exactly how much he desired her. From the moment he’d first spotted her at the Baratie, there had been something special about her. He hadn’t quite known what it was, yet, but it hadn’t taken long to find out. She was whip smart, yes, and incredibly talented and loyal to those that mattered to her, despite what her actions had suggested, but more than that, she was the kind of person that would sacrifice anything for the people she cared about. That had drawn him to her in ways he could not begin to describe. In those hours before their first night together, it had felt almost cruel, how much he wanted her. No wonder just that once hadn’t been enough. Surely, he couldn’t have needed her anymore than he had that night.

He was wrong. It was one thing to want her before, when their arrangement had been merely physical. Now, though, after their earlier talk? After knowing that they’re committed to more than just really enjoyable sex? It feels like every scrap of his being yearns for her with a desperation he hasn’t felt in years.

It takes only a sparse handful of seconds before he’s kissing her again, harder, more demanding, tongue teasing the seam of her lips before dipping inside and brushing hers with the very tip. His arms hold her as close as he can manage, letting their warmth mingle, and after a long moment, he breaks the kiss with a gentle tug to her lower lip and a quiet sigh. ]


…we should get into the bath before the water gets cold. [ It’s a little cooler than he likes it already, but that’s mostly because Sanji knows his heat tolerance is higher than what most people consider comfortable. Reluctantly, he lets his arms fall away and takes half a step back, still grinning as he slides his hand in hers and tugs. He slips into the warm water first, sighing as it starts to seep into his skin and his muscles, and grins up at her. ] Come and take your seat, Nami.
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[personal profile] chiffonades 2024-06-19 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The warmth from the water starts to relax him almost immediately, but it does nothing to relieve the desire that’s already built-up inside him. While she waits, he stares up at her unabashedly, eyes drinking her in like she’s the only thing of value in the world. She’s the most beautiful woman he’s ever seen— funny, and clever, and loyal, and and and so many more things besides those— and for a brief moment, he wonders at how this all even transpired. She shouldn’t have ever slept with him, a tiny, cruel voice reminds him, let alone agreed to deepen their relationship. It feels wrong, like he’s trying to touch the sun, but he can’t stop himself either, even though he ought to know better. Whatever she sees in him, whatever qualities she likes, all Sanji can do is be thankful for them.

Those thoughts pass like water through a sieve an instant later. Just looking at her is enough to drive all sense from his mind, but now that he’s settled, she’s slowly joining him, sliding into the space between his legs. White the water itself gently warms his body, it doesn’t hold a candle to what having her close does to him. His arms wrap instinctively around her waist, refusing to let any space exist between his chest and her back, and he has to bite his lower lip to suppress a groan when she rubs back against the length of his cock. ]


I can think of a few. [ He laughs softly, neck bending to dot kisses along her shoulder and neck, each soft and sweet, as his hips roll forwards gently, grinding back against her. He probably shouldn’t do that, given how high the water has risen, but Sanji’s never been good at restraining himself. ] How about your knight? I can help keep you safe.

[ It’s cheesy, but the life of a pirate is filled with danger and he wants to keep her as safe as he possibly can. The thought of something happening to her makes his heart clench in the worst way… and he doesn’t really want to think about whether that’s really a good thing or not, considering how often danger is sure to come their way.

Luckily, having her in his arms makes it easy to focus on the here and the now, as does the fierce ache of his cock. He smiles against her skin and brushes his fingers up her torso, along her belly and between her breasts, eventually pressing his palm flat against her cheek. It’s easy, turning her head just enough so that his gaze and hers can meet and from there, it only takes a brief moment before his lips are on hers in a passionate kiss. Sanji’s thighs squeeze tight, keeping her right there between them, as his hand drops down and palms a soft breast beneath the waterline, fingers gently massaging and kneading.

After a long moment, he sighs happily and breaks the kiss to peer deeply into her eyes. ]
I would take the job of your blanket too and keep you warm at night, but I think I’ll have to settle at just being your lover instead.

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