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No, no. Don't be worried. Just don't be afraid to say what you want. Guys are stupid, but they like being rewarded, getting you wet is the reward, and getting you off is the prize - they figure that out fast.

So I should tell them to get me wet?

Why not? It's what they're there for. Put their hands where you want them to go, they do not mind. Again, remember, stupid, but, for the most part, excited about pleasing.

...I guess that tracks with what I've seen of men.
Okay. So. I've only ever seen, like, one dick, and the person was, uh, helped a long a lot by this place. Do I need to worry much about getting them ready? Do I just touch it?

Most of the guys I've been with here were pretty hard already, but it's still kind of fun to touch it anyway. If you're worried, you can ask? Saying something like do you want me to touch your cock, or, whatever, can be pretty hot on top of being a good way to figure out what to do next.

You know, most of the time, when I'm with someone, I'm learning while I do it. [ This isn't the kind of thing Nami would be so open about if she didn't care about Tifa. The casino is a lot to bear, she doesn't want her friend to burn herself out just from worrying. ] You were the second girl I kissed, and, I don't think you could tell, could you?

That's a good idea to ask. I think that would help me not feel so weird guessing, too.

You know, I really had no idea. I keep thinking I'm the only one that doesn't know what I'm doing. I guess technically I kissed one other girl before you, but, just once. Not like we did.

Thanks for talking with me. I hate feeling like everyone but me knows what's going on, even if it's actually not true.

You don't have to thank me, you know? Apart from my crew I really haven't made that many friends before. It's new, but it's cool.

Fake it til you make it is one of the oldest tricks in the book. Weird that it works for fucking a bunch of people in addition to running cons.

I honestly haven't had a lot of friends either. I guess I don't know how it works, but I'm glad we're figuring out together.

I guess it worked for me in Midgar, too. Maybe that is the secret : )

It has to be the secret.

Hey, do I get a turn with weird sex confessions yet? I got a good one.

Oh my gosh you never have to ask! Please!

The beds down here are almost too small for fucking around with two guys at once. Almost.

Two?? I'm nervous enough about one. : )

I'm....really glad the guy the virgin auction didn't ask us to do that. Maybe if I know both people.

Between you and me I'm still a little shocked it happened. In a good way.

I couldn't with strangers either, but, crewmates I guess, it's easier?

I think I can see how that would help. It could make it weirder too, though. I don't think I'd like that with some of my friends from home.

I'm glad it was good for you.

I mean, they're still stupid, but I think it will be okay. Just kind of a 'whoa' moment, you know?

I'm not used to having people to talk about this kind of thing with.

I'm not either. It's really nice.

You can talk to me about anything, anytime, okay?

Yeah, it is. Weird but nice.

Most of what's happened to me here kinda just rolled with, but sometimes stuff makes you pause, you know? And that - with them...

You know?

Yeah, I think I know what you mean.

Weird but nice sums it up pretty well.

I'm glad you have good people to have a good time with.

Honestly around here, it sums up a lot of things.

I'm glad you're one of them. Thanks for talking with me.

You too. I mean it. You'd be my friend even if we weren't stuck here.

If we weren't stuck here I'd convince Luffy to let you join the crew. Wanna see The Grand Line?

That's really sweet. Maybe that would be good for me. I'm starting to wonder if I really do want to run a bar forever.

And yes! Of course!

Do me a favor, if you ever meet my best friend Luffy, never tell him I asked you about this, but-

If it's not running a bar, then, what's your dream?

[ Please excuse her, Nami's brand of piracy comes with a heavy helping of hope. ]

Your secret's safe with me.

Honestly, though, I dunno. For awhile it was to get out of my medical debt, and then it was to make the bar successful. I never...really thought about after.

[ And now all of that was gone. ]

Whatever it is, it definitely involves being around people I care about.

It better be.

[ She will not endure any smug, knowing grins from anyone if anyone finds out she's got a heart. ]

That so? Piracy could be for you.

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